Being cornered or being marginalised is something that will make us more and more hearted towords life and ourselves. I'm composing this post with watery eyes. You might have achieved great heights. But the moment when you realise that you are being cornered, that is the moment you realise those achievements were nothing but a pile of shit. I've got many "friends" who never helped me or even spoken to me in a soothing way. What I always faced was just blames,complaints & advises which said you should do that and this, where I were fully clean and tidy in my work. No one realises my pain and the swet I shed for them.
They only wanted more from me. The only ones who have been helping me genuinely were my parents teachers and my 5 friends. All others were just sadists who laughed at me while I fell down. I am not a person who always whine on everything and everyone. I just spots out the injust things I've faced and facing right now. Is it only me in this world who is dragged down these far?
My friends had always given me big enough for me to abandon myself. (This is said in reference excluding my dearest 5 friends). Why is it so? Is it that I'm not well matured to choose my friends or that I care them or I believe in them the most? The ones I believed the most were the ones who gave me great setbacks. Why is this world so? Filled with injustice, fraudism, falsehood and so on? Or is it only for me?..............